Jeff Holland • SCARIOUS/GLORIOUS

 

	SCARIOUS/GLORIOUS JEFF‌ ‌HOLLAND‌  Release Date MAY 24, 2024  ‌ On‌ ‌ ECDYSIS	Produced by JEFF HOLLAND Written by JEFF HOLLAND Sample by “Curious/Furious” WILLOW 👁 0

I hope we can organize this mess

Every night I kneel down asking God to bless

Feeling my spirit boycott the whole process

A battle of egos killing for success

I'm pressured to change goals

Why am I obsessed with the things I can't control?

Why am I caring about judgments now?

Why am I looking for approval from people I don't even know?

And It's been so long my mind's blown

I had to walk away and be alone, find me

Scarious, glorious, free from that ton, on, on

I'm not on drugs or drunk

See my world in new colors sprunk

I’m lighter, I’m brighter, not a chunk, I was sunk

I used to be an schmunk, my brain was junk

I'm not on drugs or drunk

See my world in new colors sprunk

I’m lighter, I’m brighter, not a chunk, I was sunk

I used to be an schmunk, my brain was junk

Now I see beauty in my shadows part

I put my pain into art, creating, this a new start

I needed to change too, I needed the apart

Blacksmith on my chart

Didn't let me get disheart

My sick head has been cheated, I took care of the psych

And once again I almost depart

I have fought every day not to be dead, and my soul bled 

And It's been so long my mind's blown

I had to walk away and be alone, find me

Scarious, glorious, free from that ton, on, on

I'm not on drugs or drunk

See my world in new colors sprunk

I’m lighter, I’m brighter, not a chunk, I was sunk

I used to be an schmunk, my brain was junk

I'm not on drugs or drunk

See my world in new colors sprunk

I’m lighter, I’m brighter, not a chunk, I was sunk

I used to be an schmunk, my brain was junk